Enjoy life

The wish of a good man I pass on to you

by catalin | 12 months ago (Tue, May 22, 2012 11:52am EDT) | in Discussion

For the longest time I thought I was the kindest, purest and best human I knew. Well I don't think that anymore.

I knew this man back in college. I found more about him about 3 years ago when he was diagnosed with leukemia. Since then I have followed his stories and thoughts on his blog.

A few days ago he died and his wife, I also knew from college, made one last post on his blog entitled "Enjoy life" advising us to stop asking questions, stop being mad and enjoy life to the fullest, because this is what her husband was all about and that was his message and lesson he would have wanted all of us to learn.

I want to pass this message on to you and remind you we are only drops in an ocean of water and each moment we can be gone. So enjoy life and be kind, be kind to yourselves, be kind to one another. Life is too short to be anything else but a good person.

I'm happy I had the chance to know them and get this amazing and optimistic message from them during what is the hardest time of their lives. When my father died, I had nothing good or optmistic in me, I was full of rage and hate. I have created H6 not long after my father passed away and I have dropped there all my hate and rage. Through that I healed, found a balance, but I realize now the hate I have created is hunting me down, tearing me apart, because this hate is now deep embedded in H6. Sooner or later the hate you pass on, the deeds you do, will return to you, in one form or another. So do good deeds.

I am happy they are choosing to stay positive, I wish I knew better all these years.

About H6, the hate I feel coming towards me from there is unbearable at this point thus I spend most of my time on UpALL.

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pegger | 12 months ago | +10
Cat banned me a few months back, as I threw my 2 cents in about all the changes to H666. I PMed him about it, and he basically said as a user who had only been there for 3 months, I should have kept my mouth shut. I said your site, your rules, and self banned myself. I was surprised to get that kind of reaction from him, however as I watched the forums from the outside, I realised that what cat was doing was trying to change the site because ultimately he didn't like what it had become. I meant no disrespect then, and as I just saw another video of a child being hurt on H666, I won't be back. I understand what your saying about how people change, and respect how this site is an extension of yourself. I see your humanity through your creations and comments, and thats an amazing thing. Peace.... and no hard feelings. LOL!
- Cigarmann | 12 months ago | +2
  nicely said man!
spankypants | 12 months ago | +7
since upall started I rarely go to H6 .. i'm over the gore ..the whores and the comment bores.....
- Cigarmann | 12 months ago | +4
  On some level I am starting to prefer this site as well. More freedom for uploads and mature comments. I think this is the cerebral version of H6. Good work Cat, I did not believe in the site at first, different story now. Thanks for sharing your friends story.
  - Yamata | 12 months ago | +1
    This post actually got me to create an account on upall. Now I wonder if there is anything that can be done to make h666 a bit more Cat friendly. I've been observing the community for roughly 6 years now and I think it is time for a change of pace. I don't like how some of the more interesting, creative post get negged into oblivion simply because they aren't the sickest things people can find. I've seen several on upall that made me wonder why they weren't posted on h666 its self. The heaven part seems to have disappeared and from this note Cat left I think he's created upall in an attempt to fix it.
    - catalin | 12 months ago | +1
      You are missing some key info so your post is not really how things evolved. But one thing is for sure and a lot of people seem to be making this mistake. Upall is not a satellite of h6 where all the junk goes while the good posts stay on h6. The 2 websites should be like brothers, one for SFW (safe for work) stuff and one for NSFW. So in case you like creative, educational things that are mainstream this is the place to be.
comaTOASTpsycho | 12 months ago | +4
I would like to thank you for this "Rich Text" which I believe was an option once on H6. And also I believe you have reached a Utopia of mindset which most definately positive to your essence. But the heart of the matter Catalin, everyone will not arrive at the same moment of clarity. I myself lost so many family members during my "booming" twenties, it set me back many years of my own progress and took many obstacles and readjustments to put perspective in order. That said, I support this effort(UpAll).....but also support H6 as to those who are starting, or being mid-sail with the struggle that they are in, or growing out of. I would like to close this with a thank you, and your efforts(both sites) will never be in vein.
Chleda | 12 months ago | +3
Is it you hate the thing you created, so to try to do good you made upall to send a positive message to the community instead of having a site that promotes craziness, horny boys and gore?
ancientmariner | 12 months ago | +3
nice cat. thank you for sharing that part of your personal life with us and what H6 is and means to you. we all have a need to 'heal' from our (usually) self-imposed pain and need to find our own personal way of achieving it. H6 was your way. i see this as a positive thing. period. the site helped you in one way and gave others a way to express themselves or perhaps just find a place where they could see, say, or feel something they need or needed to. in helping yourself this way, you ended up helping others, and there should be no shame or remorse in that. fuck guilt. the past is the past and the true way to move on in life is to try not making the same mistakes again and to live your life in a positive way. i believe the 'hate' you're seeing on H6 is not the hate you had when you created it, but rather just an accumulation of other peoples issues that they put down there. i, myself spend very little time there now for just that reason and what spankypants said above, but it still can be a fun and needed outlet. i, for one, want to say thank you for what you've done here, as well as on H6...
VIP666 | 12 months ago | +2
That was awesome cat . i did notice the H6 became more gore and sometimes a bit too much just like the YNC, i do love this 2 websites H6 and UpALL Because after a long fucking day of work the only thing i want to do is watch that they are worst thing happening in the world and made me feel lucky to have the life i have right now ! i have a 4 year old and a beautiful wife who i love more than mi life... but some times i do feel lonely and i find what i miss in this websites :) im happy to see that the creator of this sites has a HART ! i feel sorry for your dad , i havent seen mine in 7 years and finally i will in june wen i comeback to mexico to see my family! Good job Cat ! i love this website this like H777 FOR ME ! Good luck !
TheJoekenorer | 11 months ago | +2
Consolodate you fanbases. You had too many sites too early, when you trimmed back to just H6, that's where everyone went and with that grew an enormous crossculture and following of people. Now you can reopen more sites and let this loyal mass populate the newly reinvented, individual flavors. Heaven was the core that brought us all together, and will likely remain that hub until it is removed, whereafter the connection between all these people will likely be lost. But like I said before, by default her evolution is your evolution, and it is the is the only one meant to occur.